14082009 AKU OBSES??

Lagi satu Jumaat dalam hidup aku,

Hari aku bermula dengan panggilan semulajadi untuk ke tandas..

Mataku lincah mencari di mana jam dinding empat segiku..

Ohh.. dah 6.00 pagi..

Terkubur lagi harapan aku untuk bangun study pukul 4..

Seperti biasa, aku tak pernah sempat nak beli karipap panas di kantin..

Kerana aku.. sampai pukul 7.15 pagi..

Perut.. aku bersimpati kepadamu..

Pada hari ini,,,

Aku sedar bahawa Trial tinggal 19 hari lagi..

Tapi aku??

Makin rancak menyesatkan nafsu belajar aku menjadi nafsu korea..

Ya Allah,

Berilah hidayah kepada hambamu ini..

Sejak kebelakangan ini..

aku Obses ngan something..

Benda yang dinamakan:

TWITTER

Semuanya bermula bila Lee Junho mula bertweet-tweet..

Lepas tu, Taec pun dah mula tweeting!!

Aku pun mulalah.. "eh-eh, mesti tengok"

Lalu terciptalah.. "Timah-tweet-tweet"

Yang selalu dengan fanaticnya menunggu di depan monitor..

Meng-refresh-kan page setiap 10 minit..

Aku kesian kat diri aku kadang-kadang..

Agaknya bila aku nak berhenti jadi korean-whore ni hah??

Oh ya.. sekarang ni aku tertunggu-tunggu episode 5 Wild Bunny!! Haha.. cuba tengok preview ni.. Boleh rebonding bak kata abang aku diorang punya armpit hair.. bahaha!!

Tapi-tapi.. 2pm.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

10082009 The Joys of Monday?!!

Monday, just another day in my life?

Or is it?

Father, you made me proud,

How responsible you are,

To your beloved work..

The clock is ticking,

It is near 7am,

And you,

Are still there,

Lying on the mattress,

Oh joy,

The feeling I can't supress..

At 7:00 am,

You can still play around with Do and Kid,

Oh, the wonders of loving animals,

Your daughter is there,

Yet you chose them,

The feelings of the victim,

Is spreading on air,

Oh no,

It is 7:04 am..

You thought it was still early,

And went to punch your card first,

Haha,

I am so grateful indeed,

The fortune that dad brings,

And how deeply it affects me,

Today is the day,

History writes,

"The day Fatimah came late in 2009"

Wah, pandai sungguh aku merepek, tak tahu la apa yang aku tulis ni, bosan la, haha, so aku cuba la nak asah bakat poetry aku, hehe,, tapi macam tak berapa nak ada je..

Yais, so, di bawah line ini pasal menatang korea aku so, yang tak interested tak yah la baca ya..

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huhuhu.. I just read about this news:

"2PM not coming to Malaysia, 2AM to perform at after party

According to a reliable source, who works at a local recording company, Korean boyband 2PM will not be coming to Malaysia in August...but 2AM will.

The boy’s boss JYP tweet-ted that he will be sending 2PM to the 2009 MTV Asia Awards in Malaysia this August.

That was before we discovered that the MTV Asia Awards has been scrapped and is being replaced by the MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia.

JYP a.k.a The Asian Soul has since removed his tweet announcing the matter.

However, our source tells us that 2AM will instead be coming to Malaysia. The Confession of a Friend singers will not perform at the show but will be taking the stage at the by-invitation-only after party."

credits: K-POPPED

Strange as it seems, I actually felt relieved..

I mean.. at least they're not coming BEFORE spm!!

So if they came AFTER spm, then I think I'd have a little dust of hope to meet them!!

Yay!!!!!!!

And then one after another good news came, 2pm finally has some contact with Malaysian entertainment!!!! Woooohooo!!! Does that mean I just need to count the days before they actually COME HERE?????????? Wuaaa!! My heaven!! LOOK AT THIS!!!:

07082009 Continuing the journey as a Timah

Aku baru habis baca blog seri..
Satu persoalan yang aku dapat adalah:

"Do you know who you really are?"



Life is just but a play.
And we are the actor and actresses acting in it..
The stories of us..
The story of me..
The story of you..
We act in this play until the curtain draws down..
The end of a story..
But will there be an audience clapping for us?
Will we still be remembered?
Even after our play ends?
It all depends on us..
Some may end as a hero..
Meeting great people..
Having everlasting friends.
But are all that fortunate?
We may be the actors..
But we're also the writer..
We decide on what we want..
The final decision?
It's in the hands of god..
The one who directs us, guide us to the right path, help us when we're in need..


I play as 'Fatimah' and you as yourselves..
The question is..
Do we do really know deeply about our characters from top to bottom?
Even I don't really know myself..
Sometimes I don't even know when I'm being me, or just faking a 'Fatimah'..
Haha.. lately my sense of humor graph is decreasing linearly..
I don't really know how to crack jokes..
So please forgive me if I say something and you don't understand it..

I am going to say things that are not very ladylike below this line, so, BEWARE..
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Apebende aku merepek ni.. dah2.. penat la buat benda2 literature-ish ni.. skarang ni baru aku paham apa perasaan Shakespeare bila idea dah kering..
Esok dah la nak kena pergi sekolah, ZOOOM fokus la, motivasi la, kelakar betul la sekolah aku ni.. memang paling kelakar la sekolah 'kluster' ni..
Tak boleh tido masa pekse la, pinjam pemadam pun tak boleh????
Ni antara attitude as kluster student yang dikatakan oleh seorang admin kepada dak2 GS..

Attitude as a kluster student?
How about the admins showing us the attitude of a kluster admin first?

pikir aku takde benda lain nak buat? Banner la, kutip duit itu ini, botol air kosong 10 botol pulak lepas ni, habis aku? SPM?

Kalo tak kerana menatang-menatang Korea aku ni dah lama aku hilang akal tahu tak!!!!!!!

Malas la aku nak taip lagi, ok, dah, bye, assalamualaikum!!

02082009 Reality and dream, any difference?

HRM.. assalamualaikum and hello!!!!!!!!!

dah lama aku tak post something..

first of all, I would like to give my condolences to people who lost their loved one today..

Especially to my friend Fero..

Ok, so actually I want to write something about the dream that I had this morning..

The words that can describe it is: WEIRD, OUT OF THE WORLD, FREAKISH, GOOSEBUMPY(it's not a word, I know)..

WARNING: THIS STORY MAY CONTAIN SOME ELEMENT THAT IS NOT COMPATIBLE WITH YOUR BODY. SO, ROMANCE HATERS, KOREAN HATERS ARE STRONGLY RECOMMENDED TO NOT READ.

I was riding this train with my fellow old schoolmates from SKTS, there was B, H, X and some that I can't remember what their names are.

We were on our way to our schools*please note that we go to different schools*..

We had normal conversations before arriving to the first school stop(WTH is this?, I dunno the train just stopped in front of the school so I just name it like that)..

The abnormal thing is, all my friends except X got out at this stop.

So in the train there was only me and X left.

Before I know it, we arrived at X's stop(haha, well,it is a dream, therefore it's the opposite of logic)

And I don't know why the heck did I also got out of the train..

As soon as I got out, I was like WTH? Where's X's school? We were at some rural place, like the ones in Japan, where hills were surrounding it.

Ok, here comes the gooey thing, I, out of the world, took one of X's hand and held it, I could feel my heart beat accelerating( well, I USED TO like X)..

The strangest thing is, I can also feel that X's heart was beating fast too..

And then he said something that sounds like "Maybe cause we like each other" while facing the other way.. pfft( I can already imagine the looks on your face)

At that time, I can't really believe what I heard so I said "What??" and tried to look at his face..

He shied away from me and ran..

He ran at the hills and climbed it..

I chased after him and climbed the stairs at the hill while shouting, I was expecting my mouth to be saying X's name, but instead I shouted "Ok Taecyeon!!!", WTH?! Why Taec out of the blue? Must be because of the Wild Bunny show I watched last night!! Gah~ (to those who do not know, Ok Taecyeon is a member of 2pm)..

But I think it's maybe because now I would prefer Taec than him? Haha, I'm just kidding, they kinda have the same personality, dorky, crazy..

Hrm.. I think I should end this story here, because the chase involves some hocus pocus and gibberish things that I don't even remember what the details are..

The conclusion is, do not be too obsessed or watch too many tv show's or in my case 2pm shows, it can dangerously be mixed with the reality and the dream world.

Ok Taecyeon:

Wild Bunny show: