ANNOUNCEMENT

Hello!
This is timahtians reporting,
you guys do know that I have 2 sides in me right?
1. Normal(the one that you always see), 2. Fangirl,
Recently, my 2nd side has been bugging me to make her a blog....
So,

Korean related stories are MOVING!
100% about Korean things!
Here's the link: http://koreanfandom.blogspot.com/




ENJOY NETIZENS!

14082009 AKU OBSES??

Lagi satu Jumaat dalam hidup aku,

Hari aku bermula dengan panggilan semulajadi untuk ke tandas..

Mataku lincah mencari di mana jam dinding empat segiku..

Ohh.. dah 6.00 pagi..

Terkubur lagi harapan aku untuk bangun study pukul 4..

Seperti biasa, aku tak pernah sempat nak beli karipap panas di kantin..

Kerana aku.. sampai pukul 7.15 pagi..

Perut.. aku bersimpati kepadamu..

Pada hari ini,,,

Aku sedar bahawa Trial tinggal 19 hari lagi..

Tapi aku??

Makin rancak menyesatkan nafsu belajar aku menjadi nafsu korea..

Ya Allah,

Berilah hidayah kepada hambamu ini..

Sejak kebelakangan ini..

aku Obses ngan something..

Benda yang dinamakan:

TWITTER

Semuanya bermula bila Lee Junho mula bertweet-tweet..

Lepas tu, Taec pun dah mula tweeting!!

Aku pun mulalah.. "eh-eh, mesti tengok"

Lalu terciptalah.. "Timah-tweet-tweet"

Yang selalu dengan fanaticnya menunggu di depan monitor..

Meng-refresh-kan page setiap 10 minit..

Aku kesian kat diri aku kadang-kadang..

Agaknya bila aku nak berhenti jadi korean-whore ni hah??

Oh ya.. sekarang ni aku tertunggu-tunggu episode 5 Wild Bunny!! Haha.. cuba tengok preview ni.. Boleh rebonding bak kata abang aku diorang punya armpit hair.. bahaha!!

Tapi-tapi.. 2pm.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

10082009 The Joys of Monday?!!

Monday, just another day in my life?

Or is it?

Father, you made me proud,

How responsible you are,

To your beloved work..

The clock is ticking,

It is near 7am,

And you,

Are still there,

Lying on the mattress,

Oh joy,

The feeling I can't supress..

At 7:00 am,

You can still play around with Do and Kid,

Oh, the wonders of loving animals,

Your daughter is there,

Yet you chose them,

The feelings of the victim,

Is spreading on air,

Oh no,

It is 7:04 am..

You thought it was still early,

And went to punch your card first,

Haha,

I am so grateful indeed,

The fortune that dad brings,

And how deeply it affects me,

Today is the day,

History writes,

"The day Fatimah came late in 2009"

Wah, pandai sungguh aku merepek, tak tahu la apa yang aku tulis ni, bosan la, haha, so aku cuba la nak asah bakat poetry aku, hehe,, tapi macam tak berapa nak ada je..

Yais, so, di bawah line ini pasal menatang korea aku so, yang tak interested tak yah la baca ya..

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huhuhu.. I just read about this news:

"2PM not coming to Malaysia, 2AM to perform at after party

According to a reliable source, who works at a local recording company, Korean boyband 2PM will not be coming to Malaysia in August...but 2AM will.

The boy’s boss JYP tweet-ted that he will be sending 2PM to the 2009 MTV Asia Awards in Malaysia this August.

That was before we discovered that the MTV Asia Awards has been scrapped and is being replaced by the MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia.

JYP a.k.a The Asian Soul has since removed his tweet announcing the matter.

However, our source tells us that 2AM will instead be coming to Malaysia. The Confession of a Friend singers will not perform at the show but will be taking the stage at the by-invitation-only after party."

credits: K-POPPED

Strange as it seems, I actually felt relieved..

I mean.. at least they're not coming BEFORE spm!!

So if they came AFTER spm, then I think I'd have a little dust of hope to meet them!!

Yay!!!!!!!

And then one after another good news came, 2pm finally has some contact with Malaysian entertainment!!!! Woooohooo!!! Does that mean I just need to count the days before they actually COME HERE?????????? Wuaaa!! My heaven!! LOOK AT THIS!!!:

07082009 Continuing the journey as a Timah

Aku baru habis baca blog seri..
Satu persoalan yang aku dapat adalah:

"Do you know who you really are?"



Life is just but a play.
And we are the actor and actresses acting in it..
The stories of us..
The story of me..
The story of you..
We act in this play until the curtain draws down..
The end of a story..
But will there be an audience clapping for us?
Will we still be remembered?
Even after our play ends?
It all depends on us..
Some may end as a hero..
Meeting great people..
Having everlasting friends.
But are all that fortunate?
We may be the actors..
But we're also the writer..
We decide on what we want..
The final decision?
It's in the hands of god..
The one who directs us, guide us to the right path, help us when we're in need..


I play as 'Fatimah' and you as yourselves..
The question is..
Do we do really know deeply about our characters from top to bottom?
Even I don't really know myself..
Sometimes I don't even know when I'm being me, or just faking a 'Fatimah'..
Haha.. lately my sense of humor graph is decreasing linearly..
I don't really know how to crack jokes..
So please forgive me if I say something and you don't understand it..

I am going to say things that are not very ladylike below this line, so, BEWARE..
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Apebende aku merepek ni.. dah2.. penat la buat benda2 literature-ish ni.. skarang ni baru aku paham apa perasaan Shakespeare bila idea dah kering..
Esok dah la nak kena pergi sekolah, ZOOOM fokus la, motivasi la, kelakar betul la sekolah aku ni.. memang paling kelakar la sekolah 'kluster' ni..
Tak boleh tido masa pekse la, pinjam pemadam pun tak boleh????
Ni antara attitude as kluster student yang dikatakan oleh seorang admin kepada dak2 GS..

Attitude as a kluster student?
How about the admins showing us the attitude of a kluster admin first?

pikir aku takde benda lain nak buat? Banner la, kutip duit itu ini, botol air kosong 10 botol pulak lepas ni, habis aku? SPM?

Kalo tak kerana menatang-menatang Korea aku ni dah lama aku hilang akal tahu tak!!!!!!!

Malas la aku nak taip lagi, ok, dah, bye, assalamualaikum!!

02082009 Reality and dream, any difference?

HRM.. assalamualaikum and hello!!!!!!!!!

dah lama aku tak post something..

first of all, I would like to give my condolences to people who lost their loved one today..

Especially to my friend Fero..

Ok, so actually I want to write something about the dream that I had this morning..

The words that can describe it is: WEIRD, OUT OF THE WORLD, FREAKISH, GOOSEBUMPY(it's not a word, I know)..

WARNING: THIS STORY MAY CONTAIN SOME ELEMENT THAT IS NOT COMPATIBLE WITH YOUR BODY. SO, ROMANCE HATERS, KOREAN HATERS ARE STRONGLY RECOMMENDED TO NOT READ.

I was riding this train with my fellow old schoolmates from SKTS, there was B, H, X and some that I can't remember what their names are.

We were on our way to our schools*please note that we go to different schools*..

We had normal conversations before arriving to the first school stop(WTH is this?, I dunno the train just stopped in front of the school so I just name it like that)..

The abnormal thing is, all my friends except X got out at this stop.

So in the train there was only me and X left.

Before I know it, we arrived at X's stop(haha, well,it is a dream, therefore it's the opposite of logic)

And I don't know why the heck did I also got out of the train..

As soon as I got out, I was like WTH? Where's X's school? We were at some rural place, like the ones in Japan, where hills were surrounding it.

Ok, here comes the gooey thing, I, out of the world, took one of X's hand and held it, I could feel my heart beat accelerating( well, I USED TO like X)..

The strangest thing is, I can also feel that X's heart was beating fast too..

And then he said something that sounds like "Maybe cause we like each other" while facing the other way.. pfft( I can already imagine the looks on your face)

At that time, I can't really believe what I heard so I said "What??" and tried to look at his face..

He shied away from me and ran..

He ran at the hills and climbed it..

I chased after him and climbed the stairs at the hill while shouting, I was expecting my mouth to be saying X's name, but instead I shouted "Ok Taecyeon!!!", WTH?! Why Taec out of the blue? Must be because of the Wild Bunny show I watched last night!! Gah~ (to those who do not know, Ok Taecyeon is a member of 2pm)..

But I think it's maybe because now I would prefer Taec than him? Haha, I'm just kidding, they kinda have the same personality, dorky, crazy..

Hrm.. I think I should end this story here, because the chase involves some hocus pocus and gibberish things that I don't even remember what the details are..

The conclusion is, do not be too obsessed or watch too many tv show's or in my case 2pm shows, it can dangerously be mixed with the reality and the dream world.

Ok Taecyeon:

Wild Bunny show:

The Limits

I know that I'm breaking my own rules by posting this..

But if I don't write this I'm gonna lose my sanity..

You know something called 'limits'?

Well.. recently I have reached my limits..

It hurts so bad to the extent that I can feel pain the pain even when I'm trying to breath..

I dunno.. since I'm borned I had always been a tolerant type..

People release their anger on me..

Even my own family..

I've never receive like even the tiniest respect from anyone..

Nobody says they are sorry and all that shit to me..

It's always me that had to be the one to say sorry..

Even when I'm the victim..

I don't wanna hurt people's feeling by rebelling..

But if nobody even cares about how I feel..

what's the point of me being an 'emotionless' kid that doesn't get mad ..

I don't wanna do this tolerating thing anymore..

It's so hurtful..

I dedicate the this song to anyone that's willing to be a listener..

"Don't Wanna Try"

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)

(oooo)..don't wanna try no more

(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]

i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said

they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship

i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain

oh how i wish things would of happened so differently

i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see

u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again

and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry

and ur tryin' to come back home

ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor

but baby i

[Chorus]

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door

don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things

that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry

don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road

baby just let it go

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]

u and i had many conversations on the telephone

talks about one day we having a place of our own

wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table

but all of that just seems so far away from me

had to wake up face reality

it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through

and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry

and ur tryin' to come back home

u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor

but baby i

[Chorus]

don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more

u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door

don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things

that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry

dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road

baby just let it go

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)

(don't wanna try no more)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)

(don't wanna try no more)

(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)

This song is 'kinda' similar to what I'm feeling right now..

Hello? Goodbye!

assalamualaikum!

apa khabar!

anyonghaseyo!

hello!

Guten Tag!

Bonjour!

God dag!

Haha! I found this site where it posts how to say hello in many languages!

So tomorrow is going to be the start of school..*sigh~*

So, that means.. 

no more modem=nointernet=no blogging=no you tube=no family outing=no more fooling around

well, basically.. what I'm trying to say is.. I'm going to abandon this blog for some time..

Maybe I'll start reposting after the BIG EXAM is over..

Since this maybe my last post for awhile.. I'm gonna put a lotttttttttttt of pictures...yayaya!

PRESENTING:

 2PM 

Members:

Jaebeom

Junho

Chansung

Woo Young

Taec Yeon

Junsu

And..last but not least.. NICHKHUN!!

Big Bang

Dang, why is Big Bang's picture coming out so small?

Muahaha! Why the tons of picture?

It's my small parting gift(for a looong while) for my friend bloggie!!! ^____^

...o-O,,,,

muaha!

Just a few days before the gate of suffering reopens..

what about my relationship with work from hell(a.k.a homework)?

nah.. haven't touch it yet..

I mean it's not THAT interesting now is it?

Huh*with an arrogant look* See if I will manage to finish this draggish work..

And now I am going to start talking about korean related thing, read it or leave it people..

If you bothered to listen to the first song in my playlist.. there is this group called F.T Island..

Did you hear how the vocalist sang..

It was like wooooow!!

His voice is so so so cooooool!!~

I'm in love with his singing..

I'm not going to bother putting his picture here..

There will be Miss A condemning me in HER blog if I do so..

My korean name!! Yay(??)

Muaha!

Aku ada baca blog Zurina kan.. Zurina ada nama korea..

So, aku macam..uwaa!!~ nak gak..

Aku pun google-ing la..

And then I found this website:

KOREAN NAME GENERATOR

pfft..but excitement doesn't last long...

This is what I got:

1. Park Ha Ah (Last name first, then fist name)

2. Kim Ha Ra (First name, then last name)

Uwaa!!~ It sounds bullshit..

And then I found another way to find out your korean name

All credits go to this person

I. Surname : Korean surname is the last number in your year of birth.

- 0: Park

- 1: Kim

- 2: Shin

- 3: Choi

- 4: Song

- 5: Kang

- 6: Han

- 7: Lee

- 8: Sung

- 9: Jung

II. Middle name : is your month of birth .

- 1: Yong

- 2: Ji

- 3: Je

- 4: Hye

- 5: Dong

- 6: Sang

- 7: Ha

- 8: Hyo

- 9: Soo

- 10: Eun

- 11: Hyun

- 12: Rae

III. Name : is your date of birth .

- 1: Hwa

- 2: Woo

- 3: Joon

- 4: Hee

- 5: Kyo

- 6: Kyung

- 7: Wook

- 8: Jin

- 9: Jae

- 10: Hoon

- 11: Ra

- 12: Bin

- 13: Sun

- 14: Ri

- 15: Soo

- 16: Rim

- 17: Ah

- 18: Ae

- 19: Neul

- 20: Mun

- 21: In

- 22: Mi

- 23: Ki

- 24: Sang

- 25: Byung

- 26: Seok

- 27: Gun

- 28: Yoo

- 29: Sup

- 30: Won

- 31: Sub

Aha! Kalo ikut yang ni pulak.. nama aku:

Shin Ji Woo

I wonder if I say that this is my korean name to some korean maybe they will think that I am a boy.. pfft.. mungkin aku boleh tipu gender aku gunakan nama ni untuk masuk YG Entertainment ke, YJP Entertainment ke.... muahah! berangan je lebih..

Hrm? Kenapa tak SM Entertainment? Aku dengar ada banyak benda tak bagus yang ko kena buat kalo kerja kat sini..

Josh, how do you look like?

Uwaa!! Rajinnya aku berblogging hari ni..

Haha.. hari ni aku ada post something kat blog 360 days..

Kepada yang tak tahu linknya sini aku bagi:

360 days

haha..sori la kalo apa yang aku post bosan..

Aku punya bakat writing takde la sebesar gunung kan..

Entah dari mana datang nama Josh tu ntah..

Aku main type je..

Haha.. tapi ikut pengalaman aku, aku pernah baca satu manga ni yang menggambarkan watak Josh dia as someone really obsessed in taking care of his god son(main letak je aku..ntah wujud ntah tidak god son ni)

Erm.. tapi aku rasa watak Josh tu apa kata kita letak gambar..

Maksud aku kita bagi gambaran macamana rupa Josh kan..

Sebab dia imaginary character kan?

What do you think?

Letak la gambar saper-saper..

Haha.. tapi jangan suruh aku pilih sebab aku tak interested ngan western people sangat dah..(dulu aku minat Brendon Urie)..

Hrm.. tapi kalo asian boley je suroh aku pilih..

Omo!!~~ Chommal bitchoso(it's not a curse word..it means something like I'm going crazy)

Nichkhun-ssi!! Saranghae!!

Nichkhun is shipjeom manjeome shipjeom(10 points out of 10 points)

My darling black, you have come back...

Alhamdulillah.. aku punya phone dah dapat balik..

Haha..malu gak la kan.. semalam aku mencarut menyumpah sesuka hati dlm mesej-mesej yang aku hantar..

Aku rasa budak tu baca mesti kata ntah hapa-hapa aku ni..

Menurut mak aku, yang jumpa ni pakcik tua..

Dia cakap phone aku off sebab batteri dah habis..

Tapi setahu aku..aku baru caj phone aku semalam..

Kalo memori aku betul, aku masih ingat lagi yang aku ada nampak imej batteri full semalam..

Hrm..ntah la.. malas la nak pikir banyak..

Dah dapat balik dah kira bagus kan..

Nak jumpa orang jujur macam mencari gula dalam garam..

Alhamdulillah.. hidup penuh dugaan ni menandakan yang tuhan masih ingat pada kita..

muahaha!it's 2a.m now and this girls is still awake..

I was reading a manga and then guess what I found!!

The Land of No Homework and Exam(Hurrah?!)

Muahaha!

Hrm.. buaha!

Damn all the schoolwork.. pfft.. sorry but I still love to get new knowledge..

Why the need of homework?

WHY??

WHY??

Life is so fulfilling without homeworks..

Hah.. the bliss of nothing-to-do-ness..

Isn't it just great..

Uwaa!!

I wish I live in a country where homeworks are banned..

Exams are a taboo!!

Woohooo!!

I'll do anything to live there!!

Omo..it's just.... total happiness..

NIchkhun-sshhi saranghae!!~~

Ngaha..I don't care about what people think anymore..

I am a normal fangirl!!

Yay!