The Limits

I know that I'm breaking my own rules by posting this..

But if I don't write this I'm gonna lose my sanity..

You know something called 'limits'?

Well.. recently I have reached my limits..

It hurts so bad to the extent that I can feel pain the pain even when I'm trying to breath..

I dunno.. since I'm borned I had always been a tolerant type..

People release their anger on me..

Even my own family..

I've never receive like even the tiniest respect from anyone..

Nobody says they are sorry and all that shit to me..

It's always me that had to be the one to say sorry..

Even when I'm the victim..

I don't wanna hurt people's feeling by rebelling..

But if nobody even cares about how I feel..

what's the point of me being an 'emotionless' kid that doesn't get mad ..

I don't wanna do this tolerating thing anymore..

It's so hurtful..

I dedicate the this song to anyone that's willing to be a listener..

"Don't Wanna Try"

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)

(oooo)..don't wanna try no more

(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]

i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said

they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship

i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain

oh how i wish things would of happened so differently

i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see

u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again

and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry

and ur tryin' to come back home

ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor

but baby i

[Chorus]

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door

don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things

that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry

don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road

baby just let it go

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]

u and i had many conversations on the telephone

talks about one day we having a place of our own

wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table

but all of that just seems so far away from me

had to wake up face reality

it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through

and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry

and ur tryin' to come back home

u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor

but baby i

[Chorus]

don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more

u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door

don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things

that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry

dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road

baby just let it go

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more

tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)

(don't wanna try no more)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)

(don't wanna try no more)

(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)

This song is 'kinda' similar to what I'm feeling right now..